I keep telling him I want to see him. He doesn't address my request but tells me that he never expected to hear from me again and that this whole exchange is blowing his mind.
I don't know his story but I am intrigued.
So now, the challenge is to enjoy our exchanges in the moment -- without expectations, stress, or intentions.
The goal is to celebrate stepping out on courage to even reach out.
Truth is, our separation may have been for the best. It is entirely possible that my desire to reconnect is based in fear and desperation. But, if given the chance to let him in and to get to know who he is today, I will grab it, without hesitation, and see where it takes us.
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